Something Strange!!

Since yesterday, I am feeling something strange, I don't know for what reason.. But I have never felt this before!!

I feel as if I am standing in the middle of the crowd and people around me are in hurry.. Just rushing around.. They all are just too busy to look at you, to ask you how are you doing.. Someone is coming and telling you something.. someone is coming and is asking for help.. I am overhearing some talks... But at the end of the day I am there all alone..

I don't know how many have faced this.. But it's a different feeling where you are detached from everything and everyone.. Sometimes you like the isolation but sometimes you hate being not with everyone!!

Truth....

Many a times we know what is the truth but don't want to face it.. Why?? What stops us from facing that truth of which we are so scared of???

May be it's the acceptance of the truth.. We don't want to accept what we are thinking will actually happen and we don't even do what-if analysis of the same as we don't want to face it... Well, to be true, it is applicable for my case!!

I know whats the truth and I know that it had to happen one day.. But that day will be today I didn't know and yes, I was not prepared for it. So, what do I do when I listens to it and when I face it..

Hmmm.. First Option: Maybe talk to friend.. so I start searching for my friend with whom I can talk.. Search began at afternoon within few mins and ended after hours as someone is busy with something and someone is too happy about something and I don't want to make them part of my sadness... Second Option: Cry and think over it.. Well, I don't want to cry about it as this was expected and if I will cry I will become more weak.. Third Option: Forget that something like that happened.. Naah.. if it was too easy to forget then why I would have cared about it.. Fourth: Accept the truth and party.. Yes, that's what I did..

I accepted the truth that love doesnt mean getting all the happiness you ever desired but it also means sacrifice to see your love happy forever and I wished him luck and partied whole night!!!!

Today I have learnt one more thing, to accept anything in your life, I need one thing and that is happiness within myself and yes,I have found it... :)

New Year Resolution...

It's a new year.. it's a new starting.. everyone wishes the year to be filled with happiness and love and most of us decide to have a new year resolution..

Well, what I don't understand is why do people take resolution??? I tried taking resolution once or twice but by the end of the month, I forgot what it was all about!!

What's so big about it anyways!!! What I think is that resolution can be taken any time of the year.. We should not wait for new year to mark a beginning.. It is never too late to begin anything.. It's just that you should have that zeal and enthusiasm in you to continue on what you want to do..

Mark a beginning any time you think you should.. One should not wait for new year to take a resolution and work on it.. Just like new year brings an enthusiasm and energy, every day is also marked by rising sun... Be the one to rise everyday and follow your dreams then waiting for something to make you think what actually you want to do!!