Random Things About Me!!!

Although this is in FB but still I had nothing better to post now!!

1. I am highly emotional.. I take even small things direct dil pe... Althought i pretend to ignore lot many things but i remember everything!!

2. If I love someone, I will do everything possible.. But if I hate someone. I hate him/her from the core of my heart...

3. I am highly secretive... One cannot easily tell what am I thinking and what is it that I want.. I prefer keeping things within myself..

4. I behave the way I feel.. I dont care what the other person will think.. I show what I mean..

5. When i was in 5th class.. I ran away from home to see my parents and brother who were coming from mumbai... :P

6. I always wanted someone to throw surprise bday party for me which I do for my close friends.. But I havent witnessed one for myself :(

7. Although I have no plan for marriage but I have decided everything about it.. Decoration, invitation, dress, my to be home, interiors and everything!!

8. I love changing my hair style after every few months.. I get bored of my same look very soon

9. Although I hate daily soaps.. but when I am alone at home I watch them and then analyse the episode as well :D

10. Sometimes I feel as if I want to cry and the other moment I would be crying for no reason. I cry because i feel like crying..

11. I dont give flowers to everyone... Very few people have got flowers from me..

12. I have great observation power.. which I sometimes use to blackmail my friends :P

13. I cannot live without chatting.. Even while studying I chat...

14. I found it very hard to forgive people.. I never understood the concept of forgive and forget... But off late I have mastered the art of forgiving!!

15. Although I dont like flirt and hate people who flirt a lot.. but :D

16. I never eat in parties and marriages.. Very view of huge amount of food extingusihes my hunger... And also I have notion that food is unhygenic as it is cooked in bulk

17. I am highly dramatic at times... I can irritate you, make you happy or make you sad in few mins..

18. I never had an affair with my friends's friend..

19. I love to give my electonics gadgest random name which I somehow find very interesting.. I have even thought the name of my to be car...

20. I talk while sleeping...

21. I love to collect small small things like erasers, stickers, key chain.. I have huge collection of such things..

22. I love to receive gifts from my friends if they come from somewhere.. I sometimes even tell them that this is what you have to gift me once you are back..

23. I can watch any kind of movie.. And at the end I like all movies...

24. I am pampered.. And I love it when people pamper me

25. I dont know for what reason.. half of my class guys are scared of me!!

Please help me in increasing my list!! :)

Do I love him or am I used to him!!!!

Getting used to someone so much that you mistake it for love, is as common as infatuation!

When you actually sit down to think whether or not you love him, there are greater chances you don't! The good news is that, once you decide to figure things out for yourself, you are actually taking a very positive step ahead.

If it's love after all, there's nothing much to worry about. But if you've been dating the same guy over and over just because you are so used to him that you've fallen into a comfort zone and don't want to break away from it, think again. It might just help to take some time off him and see where your feelings stand.

If he moves on, well it's time for you to take another assessing look at the whole situation. It might not be a great idea to hold on to him, just because you can't imagine your life otherwise. Maybe it was never meant to be, and maybe, there's true love really in store for you and you just have to break away and find it. It really is not worth getting way too worked up on his account.

While it's wonderful to have someone to go out with all the time, it could actually help far more if you spent some time alone and not in a supposed relationship that's nothing more than just filling your evenings.

Always wanted to join that salsa class or bring home an aquarium having Aki n Nikki? Now is the time to do it! Not only will a hobby keep you meaningfully occupied, it will also take your mind off any depressing and lonely thoughts. Once you start viewing your life as yours alone, independent of your connection with him, you'll find many more fresh perspectives than you asked for!

Now it's up to you to decide whether what you have is true love or force of habit!

Something Strange!!

Since yesterday, I am feeling something strange, I don't know for what reason.. But I have never felt this before!!

I feel as if I am standing in the middle of the crowd and people around me are in hurry.. Just rushing around.. They all are just too busy to look at you, to ask you how are you doing.. Someone is coming and telling you something.. someone is coming and is asking for help.. I am overhearing some talks... But at the end of the day I am there all alone..

I don't know how many have faced this.. But it's a different feeling where you are detached from everything and everyone.. Sometimes you like the isolation but sometimes you hate being not with everyone!!

Truth....

Many a times we know what is the truth but don't want to face it.. Why?? What stops us from facing that truth of which we are so scared of???

May be it's the acceptance of the truth.. We don't want to accept what we are thinking will actually happen and we don't even do what-if analysis of the same as we don't want to face it... Well, to be true, it is applicable for my case!!

I know whats the truth and I know that it had to happen one day.. But that day will be today I didn't know and yes, I was not prepared for it. So, what do I do when I listens to it and when I face it..

Hmmm.. First Option: Maybe talk to friend.. so I start searching for my friend with whom I can talk.. Search began at afternoon within few mins and ended after hours as someone is busy with something and someone is too happy about something and I don't want to make them part of my sadness... Second Option: Cry and think over it.. Well, I don't want to cry about it as this was expected and if I will cry I will become more weak.. Third Option: Forget that something like that happened.. Naah.. if it was too easy to forget then why I would have cared about it.. Fourth: Accept the truth and party.. Yes, that's what I did..

I accepted the truth that love doesnt mean getting all the happiness you ever desired but it also means sacrifice to see your love happy forever and I wished him luck and partied whole night!!!!

Today I have learnt one more thing, to accept anything in your life, I need one thing and that is happiness within myself and yes,I have found it... :)

New Year Resolution...

It's a new year.. it's a new starting.. everyone wishes the year to be filled with happiness and love and most of us decide to have a new year resolution..

Well, what I don't understand is why do people take resolution??? I tried taking resolution once or twice but by the end of the month, I forgot what it was all about!!

What's so big about it anyways!!! What I think is that resolution can be taken any time of the year.. We should not wait for new year to mark a beginning.. It is never too late to begin anything.. It's just that you should have that zeal and enthusiasm in you to continue on what you want to do..

Mark a beginning any time you think you should.. One should not wait for new year to take a resolution and work on it.. Just like new year brings an enthusiasm and energy, every day is also marked by rising sun... Be the one to rise everyday and follow your dreams then waiting for something to make you think what actually you want to do!!

When letters turn into pages....

Well, it's long time since we have written letters on paper to our friends and family. e-mail and calling give us no space to write letters for the ones we care about. But, letters have their own charm.. There cannot be anything great than someone writing letter for you instead of e-mailing or telling it on phone..

No matter when the letter was written, it is something very precious. I still carry those letters which my friends wrote to me when i was kid. It's memorable and it's fun to read those as well. Glance at some few lines and then you get nostalgic.. Well, that's the power of letter!!!

But, what happens when the letter you write after putting in days and nights effort just turn into mere pages which the other person don't care about!! It definitely not feels good. I remember, I asked one of my friend about the letter I wrote and the he said, "Ohh!! Those pages...". It was one of the moments when I thought that people who themselves can't write a letter, do they have any right to call my letter just a bunch of pages.. Definitely not!!!

Repect the letter that someone has written it for you. It's something special someone has given you. There are very few person who are going to write letters for you.. Everyone is not lucky enough to have someone writing letter to them!! It's rightly said, "Every Dark Cloud has a Silver Lining, Every rough patch in life has a little shining."

It's time to make new memories!!!!

Many a times, we remember old days and laugh on it, smile on those good old days... but there are also some days which were good and now those memories bring tears in your eyes.. Isn't it?

I guess most of us have our own story for the same and sometimes we want to recall those days and sometimes not, but ultimately it all ends in the same way.. tears.. yes by crying or by introspecting.. Either ways I think we hurt ourselves by allowing nobody else but oneself to hurt himself/herself again. Is this correct?

No, it is not. Instead of thinking about the times which bring tears why can't we make new memories that can bring a warm smile on ours as well as our friends face. Why can't we do something that can make others smile or can make someone elses day? Of course we can, it's just we need to go and try it out and I am sure this will not be that difficult. After all memories are meant to make you smile when you look back not to ruin your future by thinking about past!

Make new memory everyday, make someone smile, make someone's day!! Theres no bigger happiness than to see our own friends, family and our heart smile! Cheers to life!!!